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   She’s waited at his side, for as long as she could. During the mornings before she carried on with work, and the evenings where she sat. It was all she could manage in between her flurry of paperwork. Champ had grown exceptionally  annoying during this period. A wide array of emotions spread throughout her petite frame, coaxing her into a phase of anger and depression. Without her father’s comforting presence, she relied solely on Ginger  —  though,  even with her comfort, something was amiss. She lacked the want to disturb her in the evenings, when his breathing would hitch,  and his body would stir, if but a moment. This happened a few times, as she noted. A stir, and then stillness. Joy, and then despair. But, it was evening when she saw a particularly promising motion. His eyes darted back and forth from under his lids, her own eyes caught by the slight movements  —  it drew her away  from her novel, the object now discarded in an attempt at focusing on him. When his eyes pop open, she’s nearly startled out of her seat, her voice raising for Ginger, in an attempt at lessen his struggle. But Rey is pulled back more, by a weak call. Hazel eyes snapping quickly to the uttered word. It brings a small smile to her face, one that’s laced with joy.    — I was wondering when you were gonna wake up.

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               STRAIN     IS     PRESENT     IN     EFFORTS     to    sit    up,     pain    within    shoulder    lit    aflame,     sparking    ‘neath    bandages    through    the    haze    of    drugs    in    his    system,     hiss    drawn    between    teeth    as     he    does    so.     however,     no    call    for    help    is    issued      –––––       jack    daniels    doesn’t    ask    for    help       –––––      &     he    situates    himself,     regardless    of    the    throbbing    ache    it    creates.     fingers    snake    to    trace    the    white    of    gauze     &     medical    tape,     feeling    the    textural    ridges    of    his    near   -   death    experience,     gaze    taking    in    the    red    that    bloomed    underneath.     it’s    a    quiet    moment,     with    jack    not    quite    out    of    it    yet,     before    he    settles    on    returning    his    attentions    to    rey.     he    can    see    the    weariness    that    lines    her    young    face     &    the    hushed    sorrow    within    her    eyes      :     things    that    act    as    pangs    of    guilt,     knowing    all    too   -   well    what    he     (   could’ve    )     put    her    through.     with    a    swallow,     presented    inquiry    is    rough,     raw,     &    quiet,     digits    now    scratching    at    the    collected    stubble    ‘round    jaw.           ❝        how     long’ve    i    been    out   ?        ❞

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